Its been a while since I blogged... I havent even opened my xanga for decedes! (I was just too busy reading other people's blogs I guess... YES I read everyone's blogs that pops out in my email! and NO im not staliking anyone... I just like to see how my friends are doing.
Im starting to get sick of my daily routine, especially school. I cant deny that im really struggling academically, not because Im not studying enough, but because the classes are really tough and the teachers (epecially Dr. M) isnt such a great teacher at all.
Last monday I thought I was going to pass out. It was so cold in the room, she turned the lights off for the two projectors that she had... she was talking without breathing (which made me feel like I couldnt breath)... she was flipping through her overhead transparensies really fast that by the time i look up for the second time to write whats on the projector, she already placed the next overhead on. Great.. so there I was sick of her voice... extremely cold... couldnt breathe and extremely dizzy from looking up and down and trying to understand what she's trying to say. Not to mention that I am hard of hearing... it makes it even worse... I cant deny that I did not undestand a word that she said last monday and dammit... someone should start a petition to kick her out. Im sick of watching her lecture videos in class and seeing her sleeping on her desk! im not paying some $$$$.$$ for some stupid instructor who just sleeps in class when I can have the just rented that video from the library and sat on my couch in my own convenient time. Teachers like this dont deserve to be respected... they should be kicked out together with their mcdonald breakfasts that they sneak into class and shoved into their faces. GRRRRRHHHHHHH.. cant wait til this semester is over!!!
Medical-Surgical Clinical is over... Im glad its over. I loved Laurie though I just didnt like the unit. Its too smelly and people are really sick. Nasty Nasogastric tube drains and wound dressing change. Im just glad that I had those experience, at least I can say that Ive been there and Ive done it. But mark my words -- "I will not work in a med-surge unit!"
Maternity is ON! The first thing that I noticed when I walked in was... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm it smells good in here! During my first day in there, I was really all over the place. I got to take care of a mother and a baby. (makes me want to have my own... but NOOOOO.. have to study first). Right now Im leaning towards Maternity. I will probably work in the maternity unit after I graduate, but my options are still open... im also looking into pediatrics. BUT... pediatrics means dealing with nasty parents (i dont like that). I'll see what happens when i get there *winks* -- if i dont have a nervous breakdown by then.
Last night was great. We went to the Chinese Buffet to spend some time with the Sfc leaders that will be leading the CLP next week. Im glad my friend Rita ahd a great time and was comfortable with "Filipinos." I felt awful I kept on talking to her in tagalog and she just stared at me wondering what I was saying.. HAHAHA. Im glad Rj and Mike came along too... I just hope that I can also persuade them to join the CLP with me. Who knows, right? Especially Rj, I want him to see what the otherside of my life is.
Uhmm... what else? Well thats it for now I guess. Sorry if my blogs are a bit disorganized. I only blog when I have spare time and usually Im in a rush (it might not seem that way cause it tends to be pretty lengthy. but trust me... I am in a rush).
